Saka munhu anoita sei kana aona kuti vane muenzi asingadikanwi anogara munzira dzavo dzemhepo kana mumhino, kana kupi zvako nenyaya iyoyo?
Zvakaitika zvangu pachangu zvingangoratidzira izvo zvevazhinji vanorwara neABPA asi ndakafunga kuti ndingazvitaura kuitira kuti chero vatsva kunharaunda yedu yefungal vagofanonyeverwa nezvezvavanogona kutarisira. Saka pano kuenda.
Pakuudzwa kuti ndaiva neAspergillosis, uye chokwadi chokuti mubatsiri wangu akasimbirira kuti ndigare pasi ndizvishingise asati andiudza, zvaitovhiringidza kutaura zvishoma! Ndakanyatsofunga kuti aizotaura kuti ndine kenza kana chirwere chakafanana chinopedza hupenyu kana chirwere! Mune dzimwe nzira akanga akarurama, aspergillosis inogona kutyisidzira upenyu, ichokwadi kuchinja upenyu!
Kwegore rokutanga kana kuti kupfuura, upenyu hwangu hauna kuchinja zvakadaro. Ndakaramba ndichishanda, kuita (mumhanzi) uye kutamba sepakutanga. Mishonga yangu yakanga yachinja sezviri pachena uye zvimwe zvinhu zvemazuva ese zvakatanga kusiyana nemakore apfuura. Asi ndairarama zvakanaka, ndaibuda muchipatara nguva zhinji asi izvo hazvina kundinetsa sezvo hupenyu hwangu hwakawanda hwakanga hwatotenderedza zvipatara, makiriniki, maoparesheni ezvipfuyo nemapako eShamans. Sekuona kwangu, chaingova chimwe chirwere chemapapu chandaifanira kuchinjira uye ndakatadza kuona kukosha kwacho panguva iyoyo.
Zvisinei nekufamba kwenguva, ndakawedzera kuziva nezvenyaya dzine chekuita neaspergillosis, hutano hwangu hwakadzikira nekukurumidza, mishonga yangu yakasvika nekutakurwa kwerori uye pakupedzisira ndakanga ndisisakwanise kuita basa rangu.
Ndakanga ndaenda pamudyandigere muna 2008 uye pazera nyoro re50 (ish), ndakazviona ndave pamurwi wezvimedu wevanhu!
Kuva pamba zuva rose uye mazuva ose apo mudzimai wangu aienda kubasa kwakaparadza kugadzikana kwangu. Pakarepo ndakanga ndisisiri `muhwina chingwa', ndakanga ndisisina basa, kana tarisiro kana kuti kunyange tariro yeramangwana. Saka ndakakurumidza kunyura mukuora mwoyo!
Prednisolone neItraconazole hazvina kuita zvishomanene kurerutsa mamiriro angu ezvinhu sezvandakatanga kutambura nemigumisiro yeizvi zvimiro zviviri zvinofadza zvemishonga inoshamisa, yemazuva ano inoshamisa. Kubhowekana kwakapinda munguva pfupi yapfuura, pamwe nekuneta, kusvotwa, kushaya simba uye kushaya hope. Ndakatanga kuwedzera uremu uye kurasikirwa nekufarira zvese nezvangu sezvo chirwere ichi chaindibvisa simba uye kutsunga sezvo bepa rekudzima richidhirowa ingi! Ndakanzwa ndiri ndega, ndisingabatsiri, ndichirwara uye kudada kwese kwechirume, chishuvo kana kuzvimiririra zvishoma nezvishoma uye zvakapera.
Hapana mumwe munhu wandaiziva ane chirwere ichi, ndakanga ndisina wekutsvaga mazano kubva kwaari, kana kunyaradza kana kusimbiswa. Mifungo yokuzviuraya yakandisunda kuchovha mudhudhudhu wangu mukuru une simba nokukurumidza, ndichiisa madziro kuti sezvinobvira ndaigona kuchaira mudhudhudhu wacho pasina kuisa vamwe mungozi! Ndakaendeswa kuna chiremba wepfungwa ndichipindura mubatsiri wangu achiona chimiro changu chepfungwa uye Mutevedzeri semutsigiri. Zvese zvakashaya basa, ndakanyura mukuora mwoyo uye kunyange kuzvinzwira tsitsi, chimwe chinhu chandisati ndamboita!
Asi pane nguva dzose chiedza pamagumo emugero. Zvakanditorera anenge makore maviri kuti ndigadzirise mamiriro angu ezvinhu, hosha yangu uye mamiriro angu eramangwana, asi ndakazviita. Zvinhu zvinoverengeka zvakandibatsira kudzoreredza hupenyu hwangu uye zvandinofarira, vanhu vakati wandei vakapawo. Mhuri yangu yaigara ichindiunganira nerutsigiro nerudo, shamwari dzangu dzaipa kunzwisisa uye kuziva nezvehutano hwangu hwaiderera. Ndakachinja maonero andaiita zuva nezuva ndikawana zvinhu zvitsva zvokuzvivaraidza nazvo uye zvandaifarira zvaindigonesa kurwisa kumwe kufinhwa.
Ndakamanikidzwa kutengesa mudhudhudhu wangu zvinosuruvarisa, saka ndakatenga igwa iro mhuri yangu yose inogona kufara nayo. Hongu ndinoziva kuti ndinogona kungotsvedza pamusoro panguva yekushungurudzika asi ini handidi, handina kumbofarira mvura inotonhora, ine kana isina sipo! Ini handichaimbi, kutamba kana kutamba pachikuva, ndave kunyora panzvimbo uye ndichiri kungoridza chiridzwa chemumhanzi apo neapo.
Tsigiro uye kutungamira kubva online Aspergillus saiti yakandipa ruzivo rwekugamuchira kuti ndakanga ndisiri ndega; paiva nevamwe vakawanda vakaita seni! Vanachipangamazano vangu naChiremba weChiremba vakadzidza nekukurumidza uye nekukasika vakakwanisa kundipa marapiro nemazano andaida, uye saka mushure menguva yakaoma ndakadzidza kujairana nepfungwa nemuviri.
Nokutsvakurudza nezvechirwere chacho ndakawana mashoko akawanda akandibatsira kuti ndirarame upenyu hwangu zvizere sezvandaikwanisa kuita. Ndakaona kuneta kwakawanda, kupera simba, kuora mwoyo uye kunzwa kwekugara ndichirwara kwaigona kuiswa pamusuwo wemushonga wandainwa. Kujekerwa uku kwakandibvumira kubhadhara uye kupedza mazuva angu zvakakodzera.
Pakupedzisira, makore mana ndarasikirwa nebasa rangu, rudado rwangu, rusununguko rwangu uye kurasikirwa nokuvimba semurume, ndinogona kutarisana nenyika neremangwana rangu neshungu zvakare. Ini zvino ndinoziva zvandisingakwanisi, ndinoramba kukanda mapfumo pasi uye kazhinji kusava nehanya nazvo, ndinoziva pandiri uye kwandinofamba muchadenga, ndinofunga!
Saka chero munhu mutsva kuchirwere ichi cheAspergillus, ndapota teerera. Pakutanga mamiriro acho ezvinhu anoita seakaipa, uye anobva aoma. Zvinogona kuita sezvinotora makore akawanda bubble risati raputika uye wopinda zvakare muchiedza chezuva nekudziya kwehupenyu 'hwakajairika', asi uchadaro.
Ndakadzidza kugara nefungal lodger yangu uye mukwende unomuperekedza. Zvakanga zvisiri nyore asi hupenyu hunoenda imwe, saka zvirarame nenzira yaunokwanisa!